i can't stand my dad and my brother anymore my dad treats me like crap and i cant do anything about it and i wish i could just change it all why does he have to be like this he tells me to come over all of the time to spend time with him so i do and all he does is go out to the shop and work  on cars so i go out there to help him and he has carolins family out there or his friends and i just go in because i will get in their way i wouldnt want that so that is why i always have a friend come out there with me so i have someone to talk to and someone to hang out with. my dad hates me now because i gave him a letter last weekend and i told him how i felt i told him that he broke my heart and that one of the best things of his life was walking right out of it and i wouldnt be back. he told me he would never put me through what he did with joyce and i told him guess what you are doing it again and he doesnt care what am i suppose to do just sit back and ignore it all i tried that and i cant do it anymore. i also brought up you know how you told me at christmas that i wasnt your baby girl no more that carolins daughter crissia was and i would never be your baby girl ever again well guess what that hurt and i wouldnt ever want to be that again. i could care less if he was in my life right now or not all i need is my mother and my step dad mike. you know i told my dad that i was going to change my last name to santee well if anybody wants to know why it is because a last name is suppose to mean something and dowell doesnt mean anything to me at all anymore and mike santee is the best dad i could ever want he is good to me and my mother and my brothers i couldnt ask for a better father and i am glad he is in my life. so if you think i am crazy for doing this to my dad then tell me i would like to know what people think even though i might not listen to it because i have been listing to everyone else about my dad my hole life now it is my turn to step in and tell people what i think of him and what he has done to me.

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